a word can be interpreted into 1000 meanings. ape-ape lah ^_^
this boredom is killing me. i need to do something, feel useful and act like one normal person with life.
don't get me wrong. I'm happy even if I ended up working as a cleaner or a farmer, as long as I'm not jobless, I'll find a way to have fun while performing my chore. I'll try to be grateful, at least ^_^
but ...
when I've left with nothing to do for the past 2 months, I'm getting cranky (i wish i can get funky but no kidding), irritable, agitated and restless. i may get depressed if i kept doing nothing and continue living in this sedentary lifestyle. my blood pressure may increase, i may suffer from diabetes and get hospitalized for some coronary heart problem :(
ok, too much imaginations for a little girl.
but seriously, when i got nothing to do other than watching korean movies, reading others' blogs and stalking other bloggers, somehow, this time it is the time itself that teaches me lessons.
what i learned as a jobless person:
* i have more time to read newspapers, watching news, being busybody ---> i learned to become more critical minded (ayat lain bagi perkataan pengutuk tegar semua benda) . may all the information are useful for me and may i be grateful for the time i have now cause i might miss it later when i start working (tapi dasar manusia memang susah nak bersyukur) *sigh*
* i got more chances joining a lot of programs, yeay! ---> bersilaturrahim, berjalan-jalan, got chance to attend my friend's wedding, melawat sini sana, bercuti dengan keluarga besar yang sangat ramai, menyekolah agamakan diri, berbulatan (berbujur, bersegiempat, berlonjong) gumbira. let's grab the opportunity while I still stand the chance ^_^
* I'm a good non-picky eater and am getting fat and obese as a result --> but no worries, 24-hour at home provides me enough time to walk - run -jog -hop on the treadmill. beriya-iya gayanya, macam hamster bersukan ^_^ *seriously*
'mari ke sudut kesihatan; did u know that the healthy body mass index for Asians is between 18.5 and 23.9? jeng jeng jeng. and a person with BMI equals to 24 is considered as overweight. oh nooo. to make thing worse, the target waist circumference should be equal or less than 80cm for woman.' *sudut tamat*when u're jobless and got nothing to do, somehow you got plenty of time to eat. then, as wise as making time to eat, one should also be wise enough to find the time to burn the unwanted calories and fat ^_^
well babeh, words are easy :P
but it doesn't mean one can simply give up!~
* i do believe i got potential to get depressed --> to prevent it, i must recite and try to understand the holy Koran. well, there's a saying ; an apple a day keeps the doctor away but a page of Koran a day keeps the shaitan away ^_^ shuh shuh
* i do somehow understand why people especially teenagers and youngsters nowadays making silly mistakes such as run away from home, got involved in crimes and committing fornication. they don't choose to run such life but they did choose wrongly
'pemuda jika tidak disibukkan dengan kebaikan, dia akan disibukkan dengan keburukan dan kejahatan. sebagaimana air yang statik, akan menjadi buruk dan tidak elok.' - teori kualiti air;
air yang tak mengalir itu lah air yang paling rendah kualitinya.
Bukankah sama untuk kamu wahai pemuda-pemuda yang tidak bergerak?yup, when there's nothing beneficial to do, one will think he got plenty of time to waste and let himself to do anything that suits his lust.
tenaga banyak, ye lah. orang muda, darah mendidih menggelegak, semangat lobeh.
tak dapek buek bondo baik, bondo jahat pun jadi la jang, janji dapek den salurkan tenago yang lobeh ni ^_^
see, it's very important for parents, family, neighbors and friends to understand and not to underestimate the power of the youth.
if we didn't help to channel it rightly, we all are equally guilty, ignoring these young people till at one point thinking that there's no one to help, they chose to break the law and commit the crimes in order to gain the grown ups' attention.
memang mereka salah tapi yang lain juga kena bertanggungjawab dengan berdakwah. hidup bukan bermaksud menyendiri ^_^
tapi hidup bererti berkongsi dan berbagi. kerana itu sifat Nabi salah satunya adalah tabligh : menyampaikan
wmwmwm \(^-^)/
