sisTeR

i have a stunning big sister
she was once like a shimmering star in the middle of the dark sky
she used to be a multi-talent award winner
the industry’s very sweet heart
for her dazzling and witty live performances with the great smile that brightens the day

couples of years back
she did shock the society
saying that she will no longer be free
to make used of her talent and beauty in making money
as she has found her own one sweet journey
to the direction of her Creator, the Ilahi
and I was so extremely happy

Time passes by
Her fans keep on screaming her names unstoppable
The producers come with offers which are incredibly irresistible
The reporters still insist letting her off by their sight
Her news, her pictures were captivated everywhere on tabloids
Callings for her to fill up the empty space are undeniable
to lighten the gloomy arena of stars that full of deceives

indeed, her heart is greatly shaken
her stand is deeply tested and questioned
the desire to make a comeback is getting stronger and wilder
the glamour and popularity are seen so real
her dreams are still breathing and never die
and I am so up set
as she is once again drowning and risking her deen

People waited impatiently for her appearance
They scream her name,

give a round of applause

and praise her for her astounding appearance
Over the time
The hijab is getting shorter
The top is getting tighter,

the dress is pretty revealing

At the end
No more hijab to cover her chest
Dancing, singing, yelling on stage
As if she never once changed

never ever she would be the same

Today
My heart is cut opened and bleeding
Seeing the way she socializes with her non-mahram
Watching her on tv have made me realized
She is not the only one that should be blamed

It is me that very much ignorant
For too prioritize the nafs
Over the belief and the deen
She is not the only example
For the sick miserably condemn attitude

How could i be so unreasonable?
Be irresponsible to my own sister
In this holy faith…in Islam
O Allah, please don’t let me be a fitnah in Your very blessed religion
Don’t let me sacrifice the akhirat for the sake of the dunya

"They said: In Allah we put trust. Our Lord! Oh, make us not a lure for the wrongdoing folk;

And, of Thy mercy, save us from the folk that disbelieve."

Jonah 10:85-86

there is a work which everybody must do

but somebody thinks that anybody could do it

and everybody thinks that somebody is doing it

but actually nobody is doing it

.:dan tugas itu adalah sebuah pengorbanan bernama dakwah-

forgive me Allah for being so insensible:.

"Our Lord! Make us not a (test and) trial for the unbelievers, but forgive us, our Lord! for Thou art the Exalted in Might, the Wise."

Mumtahanah 60:05

::selamat menunaikan kewajiban yang satu ini (peringatan buat diri sendiri yang paling utama), yang telah sekian lama dilupa,

kerana selalu terleka dengan nikmat kesenangan dunia

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